Anonymous asked: Why did yoona grew up without a mother, is her mother dead?

younas:

no. actually yoona’s mom left her when she was young. though it’s still a standing rumor cause yoona never really talked about her mom and no one really knows the reason behind it - it could have been between her mom and dad, a misunderstanding, a divorce. but we could conclude that yoona never really had a motherly figure, someone she could look up to. and i guess that’s the reason why i ship her so much, why yoonaddicts ship her. she’s just so strong, i mean it’s easy to give up and break down knowing how your mom - the one who was supposed to never leave your side - abandon you. but no, she didn’t give in, she fought, and she fought hard not to be brought down by it and pushed herself harder. but sometimes, whenever soshi sings dear mom,

image

she always has this raw emotion in her eyes. like she’s having an internal battle with herself. the way her eyes would have this cold, emotionless look, the way she sings hesitantly, the way she fights back her tears. because she’s trying to be indifferent, trying not to care. and she’s holding back the tears not because she doesn’t want the fans to see her, but because she wants to prove to herself and to everyone else that she isn’t going to let her mom affect her like that. like there’s no need to cry for her when her mom initially left her. however, i feel so sad knowing that because of it, she has one of the lowest self-esteems. she has these insecurities that are almost always overlooked and she may be hiding in her perfect little shell, behind the wall she always puts up but at the end of the day, she’s still im yoona with her insecurities plaguing her. and maybe that’s the reason why she tries so hard to please everyone, tries hard not to show how she’s affected by negative comments, because she’s scared that one day, one way or another, they’ll all abandon her like her mom did. i love how she turned out to be strong and mature, but sometimes i wish i could just hug her and say that it’s okay to not be perfect, to cry and be vulnerable at times, to put her walls down, to not keep it all in, to leave all her insecurites behind, that it’s better to not be that someone people expect her to be because not one person who loves her would abandon her. not the other members, not her family, and not the fans who look up to her. 

q: who is the member you feel most thankful towards?

Bora in ‘Give It To Me’ era
↳ requested by tokki-bean

celtystears:

hello ok so u all kno wat happened, and if u don’t then message me off anon here

so yah reposting!!!1 

PRIZES

1ST WINNER:

  • first choice to 3 out of 5 of the big prizes (sony vaio laptop, iphone 5s, instax mini 8, canon rebel t3i, mcm backpack in black stark nappa)
  • $100 gift voucher to sheinside.com
  • $100 gift voucher to choies
  • $30 gift voucher to yesasia.com
  • $50 gift voucher to w2beauty.com
  • two pairs of circle lenses + 1 wig from uniqso
  •  3 beauty products from 3CE on stylenanda.com

2ND WINNER: 

  • second choice to 1 of the remaining 2 big prizes (sony vaio laptop, iphone 5s, instax mini 8, canon rebel t3i, mcm backpack in black stark nappa)
  • $50 gift voucher to sheinside.com
  • $50 gift voucher to choies
  • $30 gift voucher to yesasia.com
  • $30 gift voucher to w2beauty.com
  • one pairs of circle lenses + 1 wig from uniqso 
3RD WINNER:
  • remining of the big prizes (sony vaio laptop, iphone 5s, instax mini 8, canon rebel t3i, mcm backpack in black stark nappa)
  • $50 gift voucher to sheinside.com
  • $30 gift voucher to yesasia.com
  • two pairs of circle lenses from uniqso 
RULES; 
  • mbf cxlty (do not follow this blog unless you would like to ask or read questions about the giveaway)
  • you can reblog this as many times as you would like but do not spam your followers
  • NO GIVEAWAY BLOGS WHATSOEVER
  • likes will not count but you can use it as a bookmark
  • winners will be chosen by random.org
  • must be comfortable with telling me your shipping address and information / have parents permission if under 18
  • i will be shipping internationally so it does not matter where you live
  • winners must reply to their inbox message within 48 hours or a new winner(s) will be chosen
  • giveaway ends september 15th at 11:59 EST
EXTRA ENTRIES
(+1) follow my twitter
(+1) follow my instagram
(+1 per reblog) reblog one of my selcas, posts, or edits
Yura's laugh
15,207 plays

iumushimushi:

20140727 After KBS2 I Am A Man (Recording)

cr: Jamjam [Do not edit or remove logo]

iumushimushi:

20140913 Brave Charity Concert

cr: Korea서울역

AOA ’Hot Summer’ Photobook - Choa

東京